Monday, November 26, 2007

Feeling very down

I have to admit, this is getting really, really hard for me. I haven't had much time to spend making money online so there's less I am depositing into our debt account and we haven't been able to send off any payments towards the debt snowball.


I also just found out that my husband's ex-wife and her husband just bought a brand new house. I feel like I've been stabbed in my stomach and the knife is being twisted repeatedly. The reason why we are in so much debt is because of my husband's ex. All of the credit card debt we have is from when they were married and she charged everything.


Some days I think we made a major mistake with taking on all this debt instead of giving her half of my husband's retirement savings. Now I think we'd be better off with half this debt and half of his retirement because we'd probably be able to pay off what we'd have and rebuild the savings. Maybe I'm wrong, either way it's too late now.


Our reason for getting out of debt is to buy our own house in Lancaster County which is where I'm from. I'm just really bitter that his ex gets to live her dreams while I have to pay for it. After the holidays I plan to get back into this full force and I'm trying to do what I can in the meantime.


I keep saying over and over: WE WILL BE DEBT FREE AND HAPPY!





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1 comments:

blair said...

what a b word. seriously, that's horrible and i'm sorry. but you are right, you WILL get out of debt, and in the end it will be worth all the hard work!